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First Freeze
02:03
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I admit it
This was a bad idea
I ran over here before i thought it through
I didn’t realize it was freezing
I guess I just needed you to see me
Or i wouldn’t have left my hat and gloves up in my room
But don’t hurry
Don’t worry
I’m starting to feel better
Don’t hurry
Don’t worry
Because i’m starting not to feel anything at all
Now here i am staring through the panes of glass
But i know it’s worthless cause there’s no such thing as
Second chances
So i’m wandering
I used to burn
From the way your eyes set me on fire
But it seems that they’ve grown cold
We used to fog up windows
But now it’s just my breath
Screaming from my chest “i’m afraid to let you go”
But don’t hurry
Don’t worry
I’m starting to feel better
Don’t hurry
Don’t worry
Because i’m starting not to feel anything at all
Now here i am staring through the panes of glass
But i know it’s worthless cause there’s no such thing as
Second chances
So i’m wandering
Why did i come here?
Why am I standing
Amidst this freezing white and gleaming gray?
I’m dying slowly day by day
Now here i am staring through the panes of glass
But i know it’s worthless cause there’s no such thing as
Second chances
So i’m wandering
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3. |
Tis The Season
02:45
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Seems like another Christmas miracle again this year
Because I’m still alive, I’m still alive
Seems like my heart beat out my head in the battle to disappear
But I’m still alive, I’m still alive
So when we go around the table
And we share what we’re grateful for
It’s not me being arrogant, no
It’s not me being selfish
When I say “Hey at least I’m here, and maybe that should count for something”
Seems like another Christmas miracle again this year
Because I’m still alive, I’m still alive
Seems like my heart beat out my head in the battle to disappear
But I’m still alive, I’m still alive
I hear “White Christmas” on the radio
But if there’s one thing I hate more than me right now it’s driving in the snow…
I’ve been kicking down snowmen
I’ve been sliding on pavement
Trying to feel what it would feel like to be missed…
The ebb and flow of seasonal depression
Seems to get me more stuck than my truck on that embankment in 2010
I know that there is a God and I should be grateful
But every year around this time I pray for a miracle
I always pray for a miracle
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4. |
Wallpaper And Bookends
03:26
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My car battery almost died as I drove 250 miles back home
And my heart almost collapsed from the anxiety caused by all the traffic and the snow
And I got to thinking
And I got to thinking
And I got to thinking
How is this a home
When you are nowhere near?
And these state lines only make the distance between us clearer
I must admit I'm feeling pretty loathsome as I drive away
And to be blunt I'm feeling purposeless today
Like I want someone to write a book about me so it can burn in a house-fire some day
No I'm know I'm not okay
No I know I'm not okay
And Jamie what I really need is for you to sing me to sleep
And I got to thinking
How is this a home
When you are nowhere near?
And these state lines only make the distance between us clearer
So sing me to sleep
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5. |
Dear Old Friend
05:15
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Do you remember spending all our summer days
Walking around the streets where we carved our names?
I think I got into more trouble with you than I've ever been
And we'd spend all your grandparents' money at the 7-11
And you were my best friend
I thought you'd be my best man
It's funny how some things change over the course of a couple years
You were my brother but now it seems like you've disappeared
Dear Old Friend
You shaped me into who I am
Now we've got cracks on our souls/soles and scars on our hands
Blood brothers, best friends
Now we'll never have that again
Sometimes we just need to understand
Remember when the cops showed up and you had to give them your middle name?
Or what about the band we started and all those shitty shows we played?
Or staying up too late talking about God and playing video games?
The last time that I saw you, man, we had both gotten engaged
And I thought about how
You were my best friend
You should be my best man
It's funny how some things change...
Dear Old Friend
You shaped me into who I am
Now we've got cracks on our souls/soles and scars on our hands
Blood brothers, best friends
Now we'll never have that again
Sometimes we just need to understand when a chapter closes
When I think back on it now
We never had a falling out
We just grew apart like clouds in the sky revealing the stars
When I think back on it now
We never had a falling out
We just grew apart like clouds in the sky revealing the stars
Dear Old Friend
You shaped me into who I am
Now we've got cracks on our souls/soles and scars on our hands
Blood brothers, best friends
Now we'll never have that again
Sometimes we just need to understand when a chapter closes...
A new one begins
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