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Heather Is A Plant
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It feels like my life has been
a battle for joy amidst
the good things surrounding me
like people who love me and family
but I've grown so deep within myself
I can't find joy in anybody else
I hang on my failures more than most
and fear a desire to end up alone
I need to get better
but the worst part is I can't find out how
freedom is forgetting what you were a slave to
not crossing off days on the calendar page
I want to live free
and lose track of time
live by moments instead of hours
and days in my mind
I need to get better
but the worst part is I can't find out how
I need to get better
Oh my God I think that I need You now
I need You now
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it's been a decade since I've seen you last
I wonder if you even miss my ass
remember all those jokes we had in class?
well I don't
no I don't
we had a lot of things to learn back then
like differences between acquaintances and friends
here comes nostalgia with its second wind
but it won't
no it won't
'cause I've been waiting on this for such a long long time
I don't care about you anymore
about you anymore
college days
with camo cans and less than stellar grades
you asked me to show you a little grace
well I tried
I tried
but it seems to me
that you moved on pretty quickly
found some new friends and started smoking weed
well goodbye
yeah goodbye
'cause I've been waiting on this for such a long long time
I don't care about you anymore
about you anymore
I've been waiting on this for such a long long time
I don't care about you anymore
about you anymore
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I am starting to go grey
and I am not yet 28
but I will be in a couple of days
what say you to that, what say you
I have started wearing glasses more frequently
apparently they help me see
at times when I drive at night I can't read the signs because the words are blurry
I thought I'd be at least thirty
but a new prescription of 50 mgs of sertraline
help me to cope so wonderfully
I am swimming in circles
wondering if I'm ever gonna sink
take me back to where I was before
thinking about what life and death all mean
I am starting to go grey
and I am not yet 28
but I will be in a couple of days
what say you to that, what say you
what say you
I have got bad knees and a pain in my back and I'm terrified of getting cancer
my elders laugh as I complain and say "it's called getting older"
well of course that's true but it doesn't negate the pain with which I'm dealing
are we all treading water just waiting for the day when death brings healing?
I am swimming in circles
wondering if I'm ever gonna sink
take me back to where I was before
thinking about what life and death all mean
what life and death all mean
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